I was numb this summer, but, I'm realizing now that I have never suffered that much, ever, in my life. My stance on atheism has been hardened. But, I can't help but think: did I get lucky?

Does my suffering even compare to those of others?

Atheism Is Tough

The need for something more has yet to subside. This need proposes a question: Is there an actual void within me, as in an incomplete being needing to be connected to a god thus making him or her complete, or, is there an illusion of a void?

Is man ready to accept a godless world? Moreover, is he or she ready to accept absolute freedom?

Eww

Eww to having kids at the age of 20( No offense, mom).

Eww.

No more bitching about life.

I dread slumber in fear of waits for when I wake...

No, seriously. I have to be up at seven and the time is 2:37.
Fuck. fuck. FUCK.

Eh, I'll stop being a pussy, good night!

When it comes to thinking, I'm at lazy as it gets. I should be finishing up my midterm but....

Addendum.

By no means am I racist ( don't get me started) but I believe quasi racism exists in many people without them being cognizant of it. I hear many WHITE people saying, " If Obama is elected,then, black people will become pretentious, in-your-face assholes." By this, I mean, or rather they mean, that black people will become so enthralled with the election of Obama that they will morph into a pseudo-elite class of individuals who are proud of the fact that a black person has finally been elected president. My response to this: What the fuck does that have to do with anything? Good for them.

Dear (insert politically correct adjective) people,

Please, I beg you, do not vote for Barrack Obama just because he is black.

Best,
George Papadakis